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Seeing through the fog

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Its been a long time since I last blogged. In all this while, I was thinking about myself, my life, a little more on my aims and objectives of life, and then I realized something. Well, I realized that my life seemed to be a path full of fog, a fog of just problems and difficulties. Nothing was visible through this fog, it was just plain thick fog. And then,I tried to see through this fog. At this point, you all may think that I'm a fool, a stupid person who is trying to see through this fog, as nothing is visible through the fog. But, I tried to see through this fog and found out that this fog had been created by me. This fog, which comprised of all my problems, were created by me, and the difficulties, which made this path even more hazy, were what I thought to be difficulties, when it wasn't so. Thus, as I started to see through this fog, I could slowly find out the aim of my life, find solutions to all my problems and difficulties, and could make a clear picture of the p

What is Life?

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I've always wondered as to what exactly is life? We live, we laugh, see others, cry when sad, keep growing day by day, sleep, wake up, forget, see people dying in front of us, and many other strange things which seem to happen in front of us. Is this what we call life? No, my views differ. Many years of research went into this field of study, yet what we get in return is strange. We still are clueless and are quite confused. Therefore, I am very tempted to ask my dear readers and critics, "What exactly is LIFE?" Confused, no answers, good show. Really a good show big time!           This is quite natural. No wonders. Life is but the energy within us, a very deep, dark, unknown, unfathomable core where lies a light which has the immense potential of destroying all the darkness present in the human hearts. If this light by any means fades away, Partially or maybe fully, I'll say that maybe we are ill,. On the other hand, if it gets extinguished, then maybe I will be

Of deception regarding perfection and my take on it . . . .

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Well, I've always kept thinking and my deep thoughts have led me to conclude one thing that I'm always full of deception just because of the simple fact that I think I'm 100 per cent perfect when I still am not one myself. I'm not so sure about my perfection but maybe my peers or my seniors still have the authority to decide on the level of perfection I possess. Say, for instance, I am considering my parents and teachers as well as my friends who are the best judges when it comes to deciding my level of perfection. They study my behavior, gestures and other aspects of my character that determine the level of perfection I possess. Their suggestions and continuous criticisms have made me what I am today. I feel that their sense of judgement can play a very important role in helping me decide the level of perfection I possess because I think if it was not for their judgements, I would have still had tend to think that I am totally perfect when I'm still not. Now comin

Why is life so weird and pathetic?

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For the past few days, I was thinking why is life so strange, why is it so pathetic and thus, came a strange realization. I realized that yes life is strange, it always turns pathetic the least when you want it not to be. It was just last year when I joined IBA. Strangely, it was an awesome time I had. All but fun and enjoyment. New friend and a nice environment and on top of that a good number of seniors who were like a family for us. I really got used to being with my friends, but more that that seniors. But now, as they are leaving us the element of fun seems to have been curtailed. The hostel has turned silent. I'm not going to hear their voices in our hostel again. The liveliness, the fun and the good times we had with them just vanishes. This silence is really hurting. I feel sad and lonely again, though I'm having my friends here. They always keep telling me that this is life, it always has been and get used to it, but still my heart fails to accept the fact this is how

What is Past???

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I wonder what is past. Does anyone know what is past? Hell, no..... I have a different perspective  in respect as to what is past. Past is something which can't be changed, a deep dark dungeon where there is may be happiness, anguish, sadness, anxiety, fear, and utmost only gloom and despair, a distant thing which never comes back. Is it so? Yes, sort of. I feel that past is only a very deep, dark and gloomy cavern in which if one enters, he/she can never come back. It's also a deep dark non-ending dungeon in which if one falls, can never even think of coming back. It is non-ending, it's depth is infinite. Any fool in his wildest dreams would not even like as to peep into that dungeon as it attracts evrything towards itself forcefully or by tempting him to do so like a black hole in our galaxy does. Everything, every passing moment, second or even a minute is a star that enters the black hole and disappears forever. One should never try to look deep into his past as it wil

The real meaning of loss...

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It's been a long time since I last blogged. Trust me guys, I was not finding time at all. Regular classes, mundane schedules and pathetic life was preventing me from reaching out to you. Today, this optimistic person for the first time in his blog goes pessimistic. Life is something that will certainly turn any happy and optimistic person sad and pessimistic. Does anyone truly know the meaning of loss? I don't think so and I have my own reasons for this. Everyone thinks losses are temporary or are so unimportant that we tend to rather evade it or cover it up with something or the other. But, some losses can't truly be recovered. Just think for a while and you will come to know of which loss I'm talking about. I won't take the name, but sadly he was our best friend, kind, helpful and motivating. He never said "No" to anyone. A person who had an ever so happy face, a laugh no one can forget, love for each and every fellow mates as though they were his own